Showing posts with label rmack: bookmaker. Show all posts
Showing posts with label rmack: bookmaker. Show all posts

3.01.2018

rmack: bookmaker, the backstory

Update:

From March 2018 through April 2018, the rmack: bookmaker - night flyer posts featured eight installments of my illustrated novel, Night Flyer. Because they were limited editions, I hope you found these free reads. If not, never fear. On May 1, 2018, the project moved into production mode and over the next month, as the book is built, I'll provide sneak peeks into that process. Patreon Patrons get full First Look posts, and soon, I hope to announce the completion of this rmack: bookmaker project with the sale of Night Flyer.

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Below is the original post from March 1, 2018.

"The night I learned to fly I was running for my life. Not to save myself from being killed, just to save myself from Terry. I was eleven, living in that dingy trailer park with my mom. We were deep into spring at that point and most of the adult tenants of the park were out around rusting barbeques and vinyl-strapped lawn chairs. Lots of smoking, drinking, but laughing, too. I should have stayed with them, with Mom, but Terry’s daughter convinced me to go on an adventure with her."

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The first paragraph of Night Flyer was written around ten years ago and with rough construction. At that time, the story consisted of five pages I typed in a quick sit. The sentences were so full of loneliness and fear that I whipped through them, desperate to get to the part where my character, Tara, was free. Writing to her moment of freedom—a few, short lines at the bottom of the fifth page—felt powerful. But it wasn’t until I read page five to a critique group that Tara’s power overwhelmed me. It caught in my throat. I choked it back. Later, I wondered, “Could one girl be this potent?”

If you’ve read any of my recent posts, you know how a year or so ago I came upon two lines of a Muriel Rukeyser poem that won’t leave me.


“What would happen if one woman told the truth about her life? The world would split open.”

Her question and answer have personal meaning for me, but they also, eerily, help me answer the question I asked myself all those years ago.

Yes, one girl can be this potent.

Of course, I’d been writing Tara’s story and creating her world in all the months and years between asking my question and finding Muriel’s words. In fact, around 2012, the novel took a critical turn. I elevated both the scientific and fantastical bird elements and, ta-da, finished a shitty first draft. My struggle wasn't over, though, because the story had social and political threads that were grounded in reality. Our world—the real world—was changing, but not in ways that could help Tara. At least not yet. Then, in 2016, a major political party nominated its first female presidential candidate and the rest is, well, flyer history. I revised and rewrote. I submitted the manuscript. To date, it's garnered interest, but no takers. And the world continues to revolve. And so must Night Flyer. Revolve out and around, where readers can find it.

Announcing rmack: bookmaker
A Storytelling & Bookmaking Project

Under Development:
Night Flyer - An Illustrated Novel

Beginning Monday March 5, Night Flyer will be available to read here on storm row studio blog. Companion book-building posts featuring Night Flyer art, illustration, and design will be available on storm row studio’s Patreon page. At the end of the project, Night Flyer will be an actual hold-in-your-hand book (or books).

An archive and a memoir, Night Flyer spans decades and binds two families in all their glorious and awful truths. At the center of it all? The luxurious, underground city of Meadowlark—home to humans who can fly—and one resistant flyer, Tara Landers, on a quest to destroy it. 

Told in six parts, with traditional chapters narrated by Tara, transcripts from an historian’s interviews, and diary pages, letters, and art shared between family members, the story lands Tara at the intersection of two unfamiliar worlds—politically upset Washington D.C. and corrupt Meadowlark. There, she must decide whether to take action or look the other way. Either choice will cause pain, but one also brings freedom.


Links to Previous rmack: bookmaker Posts

2.26.2018

rmack: bookmaker, the backstory


Art is personal. And no matter the type of art, work isn’t created in a vacuum. Each day craftspeople of all kinds come into contact with hundreds of process-affecting, idea-shaping things. What we do with those things matters. Use what inspires. Discard what distracts. Trust that the system works.

So, let's go back about ten years. To the day I read five quickly-written pages to a critique group. If I remember correctly, the pages got mixed reviews, but after reading aloud, I knew these not-a-story-yet pages meant something. The characters and events described on those pages were loosely inspired by my past, but I had the distinct feeling that, in order to develop a novel, I’d need to be inspired by the future. Inspired by things that hadn't happened yet. Important things.

Since that time, I have been inspired by current events and have added hundreds of written pages to the original five. I’ve submitted samples for professional critique and to agents and editors to consider for sale and publication. Different from the critique group meeting ten-ish years ago, the feedback improved and stabilized. I received encouraging words, direction, and invitations to resubmit revisions. As this writing-editing-submitting process proceeded, the world—our country—evolved and the future actually arrived. Present day circumstances changed the book. Changed me. And a few months ago, I stood, looking ahead, wondering, Where do I go from here?

I kinda knew the answer.

The thing is, last year was tough for me on many levels, but through the noise and mess four process-affecting, idea-shaping things showed up and stuck with me. Those things were:

The book A Glorious Freedom by artist Lisa Congdon (link below)

Graphic memoir author Lucy Knisley's Patreon page (link below)


An online novel-sharing project by author & blogger Lee Wind (link below)

and

Two lines of poetry from American poet Muriel Rukeyser



Individually, each of these affected the way I thought about my work. Together, though, their collective message filled my creative heart.

The message was:

Be honest. Show your work.

My inner voice chimed in:

Show work? Now? When nothing's perfect?

That's when I had the what-am-I-waiting-for moment. I told myself:

Nothing will ever be perfect. So, yes, now. I must tell the truth about my creative life now.

Joining Patreon was the first step. It was scary as hell. Still is. Next up is rmack: bookmaker and I'm feeling just as scared. But if somewhere, beyond today, I want bookmaking to be part of my normal creative process, I must begin. I hope you enjoy following along.

Episodes of rmack: bookmaker, the backstory

Mon Feb 26 - rmack: bookmaker, inspired by
Thurs March 1 - rmack: bookmaker, introducing Night Flyer

RMACK: BOOKMAKER INAUGURAL POST is MONDAY MARCH 5

Want to know more about the four inspirations above? Click links below.

2.24.2018

rmack: bookmaker, the backstory

Every Book Starts with a Box

What’s rmack: bookmaker?

rmack: bookmaker is a storytelling meets book-building feature where I share a story online while also creating a handheld zine or book.





What to expect from this first edition?

An experiment. With my contemporary but fantastical illustrated novel Night Flyer.

Why is this experimental? In 2012, I independently published a YA novel (wildflowers), but now I want to test out the quality, formatting, and other design elements of a new print-on-demand (POD) site. The questions are: which design ideas will work? Which will need adjusting? And which template best suits this manuscript and its art?

It’s going to be exciting to find out.

What does this mean for you, the reader?

At first, you’ll do all your reading online. I’ll share Night Flyer’s six parts one at a time, using my blog and Patreon page in a cross-media collaboration. My blog will be home to the manuscript’s chapters with sneak peeks at art. Posts will go up once a week. My Patreon page will be home to weekly public reports on the development of the art, design, and formatting.

Please note: patrons get advanced viewings of Patreon posts and a few patron-only posts. All public posts, whether on my blog or Patreon, will include links to their companion post on the opposite site. In the end, you won’t miss a thing.

After all the online sharing, the next step will be to publish each part of Night Flyer as a zine or book. Or maybe both! I’ll do my tests and show you the results, and if I end up with a good quality piece of work, I’ll sell each part, in a rotation, through the online POD bookseller for limited time. The end goal is to find the best POD site to self-publish Night Flyer as one book.

Episodes of rmack: bookmaker, the backstory

Sat Feb 24 - rmack: bookmaker, what to expect & when
Mon Feb 26 - rmack: bookmaker, inspired by
Thurs March 1 - rmack: bookmaker, introducing Night Flyer

RMACK: BOOKMAKER INAUGURAL POST is MONDAY MARCH 5

2.21.2018

rmack: bookmaker

Throughout history women have stood up, stepped out, and raised voices in the name of dignity, equity, and equality. Sometimes a woman must speak for one, often she chooses to speak for many. In the end, she does what needs doing. She starts something.

Today it's my turn to begin something new. I do this in the midst of a world upended by frustrating, sad, or scary daily news events. But I must go ahead. Why? Because in 2016, after a woman finally won the presidential nomination of a major political party, a door opened. For a while it stood ajar, this or that person slipping by, but now our sisters, woke and rising, are ripping that door from its hinges so everyone can pass through.

Who am I talking about?

The girls, women, and those identifying as female who organized and attended the largest socio-cultural march in herstory. I'm talking about the record number of gals running for office and those already serving in government. They're determined to push past the patriarchy and stake claims on important issues. Also, the females in the film and publishing industries, saying #MeToo, #TimesUp, and #WeNeedDiversity in order to create wide-spread support for any and all victims of harassment, abuse, or oppression. And what about the lady educators and activists, old, young, lesbian, transgender, queer, female-identifying, with skin tones in all colors and shades, who practice and teach dignity, equity, and equality every single day? These ladies model for girls and boys what it means to be emotionally intelligent and fair.

Most recently, though, I'm talking about Emma Gonzalez.

Last weekend a bright, articulate high school student named Emma addressed a crowd of Floridians. She spoke about gun violence and reform. She spoke with passion and honesty. The reason? She's dedicated to taking valued and valuable action so that her school becomes the last to be ambushed by a young gunman. I cried, listening to her speech. I was also inspired. She's not afraid to show how she hurts. She's not afraid to use her power. She's starting something while still in pain and grieving and she's won't take no for an answer. It's not right that she and her classmates have to do this, and some mock them. These kids won't stop though. And I understand why.

In 1983, my sister's friend found a gun and ended up dead. I was in fifth grade and shocked. I wondered about the hunting guns in my house. Locked away and off limits, but...

If someone really wanted to get their hands on them...

The morning after the accident, I watched teachers scrambling, worried, nervous, sad. Discussing gun safety or violence at school was a new. Parents also seemed a little stuck. I mean, kids knew guns weren't toys, but we had little knowledge about how to handle a weapon. In the end, for the time, the adults did the best they could. Still, I have no memories of being advised or counseled after the funeral. It had been an accident, so it was okay to let the whole incident slip from view.

Except, it didn't. At least not for the kids.

We looked at each other differently. We took sadness or depression or risky choices seriously. In short, we vowed to be there for each other. And the pact was set at the local roller rink. I'm serious. On the Friday after the shooting, we showed up like we always did, ready to hang out and be together. The difference that night was the crying. And long talks. We told each other how much we cared, and as the night went on, the support grew wider and stronger and even reached the victim's sibling. A year older than me, the sibling and I were friends because our brothers and sisters were friends. At the end of the night, we stood at the door, hugging. We ran in different circles, but we would always defend the other's safety and well being. It's lucky we didn't have to. And a few years later, we grew apart. But that moment and the entire incident was so powerful for me that I wrote a story* about it. Thirty. Years. Later!

So, here we are. Another school shooting. And when I see people telling Emma and her classmates to be quiet, step aside, and let the adults handle it, it sparks such anger. Hearing these perspectives in real time isn't just important, it's imperative. All the better when it's the perspective of girls and young females. And for me, the way to thank all these girls, gals, females, and women for what they've done this last year is to step through the wide open space they're making and add to the conversation.

With that, I introduce Tara Landers.



Unlike many I've mentioned in this post, unlike Emma, Tara doesn't want her hurt on display. And she isn't comfortable using her power. But despite her pain and grief, if she wants a better world, she must start this minute to change herself and change minds. And with my help, she will.

Tara is the main character in my illustrated novel, Night Flyer, and on Monday March 5, I'll begin sharing Night Flyer's chapters and art in a new storytelling-meets-book-building feature called rmack: bookmaker.

The idea behind rmack: bookmaker is to use this blog and my Patreon page to publish the story and explain the process of designing and independently publishing a book for sale. I've picked Night Flyer as the first rmack: bookmaker novel because of how closely tied it is to our current social and political environments. There's such an urgency around this plot and these characters that it's possible the book won't be finished until some key governmental changes take place. But I won't get ahead of myself. 

This moment is about seventeen-year-old Tara, the luxurious but corrupt city of Meadowlark, and me letting you, readers, have the first look at bringing a book to life. Again, I'll use this blog and my Patreon page as companion sites, with each serving a unique purpose. In the days leading up to rmack: bookmaker's first post, I'll drop in and explain the specifics and some backstory. I sure hope you'll follow along. The best ways to do that are:

1. Sign up to follow this blog. To get email updates, go to the FOLLOW BY EMAIL section in the right hand column of this page, enter your email address in the box, and click the Submit button.

2. Click here to become a storm row studio patron. Patrons get the latest writing and art news (and secrets) before the general public and I have several tier levels, from $1 to $7 a month. Signing up is like taking out a subscription or paying a membership fee and it helps me earn a living from sharing my work. Of course, there's no obligation and you can cancel or upgrade tiers at anytime.

Thank you for taking a moment from your day to hear about rmack: bookmakerTara's been waiting for people to begin embracing the true power of women just so she could step out of the shadows and divulge her secrets. I suppose, with rmack: bookmaker, I'm doing a bit of the same. It's scary, sure, but it's time to start.

*If you'd like to read excerpts of roll, the story loosely based on my childhood experience with gun violence, please click here.